Saturday, August 2, 2008 '

Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday PICCAS.

Hello earthlings. :D


Took some photos of myself for my art, and some zoom in parts and edited*contrast and add words ONLY*, will upload later.


Was super ultra mad at James on friday, he told winnie that I LIKE HIM?! MCM PHM! Winnie then told Connie, Conie finds it weird and ask me " Eh shanie, you like james?!" my replied was " WTF?! HELL NO!" please la! I did told him that I THOUGHT i like him cause we were so close that time but than i realised the most we could be is just good friends, cause he turn me off sometimes and when i look at him to many times i finds it digusting and wanan run away. LOLS. I realised people who go out without combing or style their hair really turn me off badly no matter how hawt you are it still turn me off!


Went out to the movies on thursday with james and kevin. OMFG, james look HORRIBLE when he straigthen his fringe and he finds it nice?! i finds it EWWW! but i didnt dare to tell him. : i watched Dark knight. :D its was alright.


Work on friday, was super tired through half way, broke a plate but they dont mind. Craving for chocolate so i went to the ventin machine and got some, not fresh taste kinda yucky..


On saturday, went out with marcelle and sophie, saw keira, damian and brooke. They're going to nathan's gigs. So we went walked around the cityy, and saw my friends, marcelle and sophie didnt realised that i got that many chinese friends. and headed to Southbank to get food. I bought Fish&Chips. Chatted about who is going out with who and who broke up with who and why. hahahahha. Then we remembered that nathan's gigs is around the corner so we went to Coordelia Street. And the gigs is soo GAY! its soooo SHIT! that was my first time to a gig show and i didnt know it would be that shit. And its nathan's turn we have to pay $10 to get in! WTF?! i so did not wanna pay but for the sake that nathan is the singer. Didnt expect he would be the singer. And we dressed like we are meant for shopping not to those hardcore music gigs. we left right away after he finished. Went back to the city and we sat opposite Casear a club, and there was a MEOWWW~ CATFIGHT! but the bloody bus blocked our view.!! so we went opposite hahahha, we are such busybody! Than sophie dad came and pick her up at 12.15am, headed home. Marcelle slept over, will upload some pictures :D on the next post cause now camera battery flattt. And she trim my hair and she said i look better without makeup :D


SUNDAYY went to church, but then no one was there, they went to the Wine Gallery, and my friend Baptist today. :D she is now officially a christian.

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008 '

Longing for You

what a day. slept for only 1 hour then go to school already, was rushing my english draft end up teacher say send to her also can.. shouldve't take my own time uh. now that its done i guess i am more relax, in a way.. didnt do my nails today, keep falling asleep on the bus and train..
Reach the city, went to buy stuffs , on my way to the train station got 2 girls ask me what sch i am from then ask me if i wanna be their friends. i was like EH?, so weird ok!

Reach home and eat smack my lappy and its on! haahha..
Sister had a talk with me so did bTaz.. they think hafiz is having a silence breakup with me.. i dont want a silence breakup uh! i dont want this to happen ok! i am sooo scared and confused felt like cryingg. i ask bTaz if i should write a long letter then pass to the person that knows hafiz. i wish that his lappy is down so that he couldnt use it, thats why he never go online. hopefully is that reason uh.. my heart is like breakingg sia.. i feel horrible right now, lack of sleep, stress on my english& worry about hafiz and me. feeel like i am gonna break down for the very first timee.

My feelings right now are, scared, confused, like i am gonna faint soon, miss him like hell.. just online sooon or msg mee "i love you" i also happy can. :(

But i do have trust and confidence that he's just busy, maybe the people around me just make me confused. but i know you all care for me. i think i shouold just wait another week or 2 to see how things go..

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