what a day. slept for only 1 hour then go to school already, was rushing my english draft end up teacher say send to her also can.. shouldve't take my own time uh. now that its done i guess i am more relax, in a way.. didnt do my nails today, keep falling asleep on the bus and train..
Reach the city, went to buy stuffs , on my way to the train station got 2 girls ask me what sch i am from then ask me if i wanna be their friends. i was like EH?, so weird ok!
Reach home and eat smack my lappy and its on! haahha..
Sister had a talk with me so did bTaz.. they think hafiz is having a silence breakup with me.. i dont want a silence breakup uh! i dont want this to happen ok! i am sooo scared and confused felt like cryingg. i ask bTaz if i should write a long letter then pass to the person that knows hafiz. i wish that his lappy is down so that he couldnt use it, thats why he never go online. hopefully is that reason uh.. my heart is like breakingg sia.. i feel horrible right now, lack of sleep, stress on my english& worry about hafiz and me. feeel like i am gonna break down for the very first timee.
My feelings right now are, scared, confused, like i am gonna faint soon, miss him like hell.. just online sooon or msg mee "i love you" i also happy can. :(
But i do have trust and confidence that he's just busy, maybe the people around me just make me confused. but i know you all care for me. i think i shouold just wait another week or 2 to see how things go..
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