Thursday, October 16, 2008 '

Camp and PICCAS!

Updates for CAMPP!

This camp is the BEST & yet the MOST PAINFUL camp EVER! I got SOO MANY BRUISES AND CUTS! This camp is all about leadership, ANZAC which means those soldiers back in WW1/2 fighting times and kinda see if you have the guts as well.

First day, got there had morning tea off to activities. There are balancing ones which i totally suck at it.! Tunnels and climbing over wall. Then off to SWIMMING!!! I jump off a 2 meters high board. but i didnt got the guts to jump off the 4 meters high one!
IRRATATING PART : My friend didnt know how to swim and she wants to jump so i jump first then she jump and she push me all the wayyy down into the lake without me catching breath at all! I swear to god at that moment i thought i was gonna die/faint! the lake is pretty eufffing DEEEP! I dont blame her but then she can flap so she wont get drown plus she pushed me down cause she was tired from swimming not because she was gonnna drown ok! i swam more than she did she wants to complain she tired?!
Headed to toilet and showered. then DINNER was YUMMM! Chicken Snitzel with cheesecake for dessert! :D Went back to cabin and chit chat. Jess.p YELLED at us wanting us to go to bed at 8PM?! WTF?! CRAZY! people go camp to stay up late and gossip she wants us to go to bed early?! Kassy said : " JESS did you forgotten to take your UN-BITCH PILLS?!" LOLS! And she went outside and cryy.. -.-" ... we all went to bed at 11 i think. Some irritating people woke us up at quarter to 5 which is 4.45am! when we are suppose to be awake at 6-7 am.

Day 2.
Had brekkie! bacon, toast, andd egg. Activities were super fun! we had to crossed a bridge which is like only 20 cm wide! we had to twist our partners in order to cross if we cant balance ourselves we will fall off the bridge and drop into the lake! THANK god i didnt!!! Went into this tunnnel.. that is when i got my bruises and cuts from.. its dark, dirty, muddy, stuffy and it concrete everywhere. But i love the activities!! :D

And then it was MUD PIT! we have a person lying on the stretcher and we have to carry that person across the obstacles in the mud pit, super deep as well like quicksand like that.! SOOOO FUNNNNNNN!!!!! And went for a quick swim and off to dinner. wasnt that yummy but dessert was. Chocolate mud cake! and off to the night activity. Same thing as the mud pit one. but this time we are going into the woods. There’s slope up and down! and i got more cuts! but Teamwork made us succeed the whole challenge.

Last day, went for Skirmish aka paint ball! in the morning. SOOO FUN. I got shot 3 times, 1 on my side boob, 2 on my face but with helmet on. And i didnt enjoy it at first cause i didnt got shot! and the instructor say whoever wants to get hit line up outside. i did. and i got hit 3 times! tummy, elbow and back! OMG, it hurts like a BITCH! but it was tolerable. after that i wanna get hit more! it hurts but you want moree! weirdd. the hit on my elbow started bleeding and you still can see the mark where the bullet hit. Awesome! hahaha. had lunch, mark around and listen to their goodbye speech and went on the bus and headed home.

Didn’t go to school today, whole body hurts! my arms hurt and i got bloody sleeve tan! And i put on weight not because of the delicious foods it’s because i created muscles. -.-

Sunday, October 12, 2008 '

Happy Birthday Michelle.

Hey.

YAY. My family members plus connie's bf bought me a new phone. LG VIEWTY! yaynesss! i reckon this is like the best birthday presents every this year.. New phone, Airplane ticket and newer version laptop. WEEEE~

Oh ida, I love you la! you and yr idiotic-ness! hahhaha. Love those midnight calls! :) LOVEYA!

Weird thing, i missed Ida, Hykel and Fahmii ALOT SIA!!!! maybe cause i have been contacting them alot recently~ ilyguys!

Camp tomorrow!!

HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLLLEEEE~~~
Happy SWEEET 16.
Stay CRAZY, PRETTTY, SASSSSY, DAZZZZLING, LAMEEEE and many moree. !!
i dont even know if some of the words there exist or not.! ahhaha.
I love you, girl! i know you since primary 1 till now and hoping this will last longer. And knowing you in my life is the awesume thing ever, a girl who likes to bake cookie at night! -.-" and we can do more late night exercises at my void deck there. hahahah and youre so bloody damn lame la can!!! hahhaha. Lovey. takecare!

Saturday, October 4, 2008 '

Relationships

Hey ya!



My feelings today are super confused, frustrated and down. Maybe its because of the conversation i had with hafiz last night. We chatted, its was good but at the ending it was kinda bad but good in a way. I guess we both had the same feeelings that we wont last long at all. Which is kinda sad, hate to admit that.



I can tell that he changed and he said he doesnt wanna take things fast he wants me to take it slow, so he wasnt like he used to be, close and ultra sweeet. And he doesnt wants me to be deeply in-to him. which is really kinda dissapointed that it came out from him. In a way, he actually cares about my feeelings when we ends this relationship.



After all that, i really dont know if he will still takes me out or hangs out with his friend like how we planned before.



Truth is all i want is to have a real bf & gf relationship. Do things like how normal couples do. Having little quarrel between us and say ILoveYou after that.. Have a sleepover. Stayover night outside. Go for LATE NIGHT MOVIESS!Lepak with bf/gf's friendss! and many many moreee~



My relationship with zarrrin at first went reallly well. But after listening to what my sister said to me. Which are " dont take the whole thing seriously." I was actually dumb enough to tell zarrin that! He was hurt but he didnt tell me. And when we talked thru this whole thing, he said he was taking this whole thing seriously but after what i said to him, he was heartbroken and decided not to take it seriously as well. MORAL of the story, Think before you speak i meant think through the whole speech! And not say something real dumb like i did.

But afterall, those sweet memoirs of ours will be remembered.



To KRIS,



I actually do envy you, not you YOU. but youre relationship. Like having little quarrels, funny & cute tho! Hope you both last longg. Same to all the people out there who are in a relationship.



I cant wait to see Ida, craving for her hugs. Cause whenever im down shes alway there for me. I love you, SYG. Even tho im here and youre there but you knw if you ever need me i will always be there for you, girl..



Oh and hafiz knows which date i am reaching spore. I know i said i wont tell anymore. But i cant resist the temptation inside me! so i told him but not the time. Actually i want Ida / Hafiz to be there only. TO YASIN : Thanks for asking. But i really dont feel like you & rasty to come and fetch me. Plus i will reach there

Friday, October 3, 2008 '

GOOOD NEWS

GOOD NEWS!

Good news to people who likes me and Bad news for people who hates me.

I bought my airplane ticket~ connie called me yesterday when i was at Gold Coast, she asked when i wanna go back spore and when i wanna return to aust. :D Didnt thought i will be able to go back spore. Told Syg this morning, i made his day. :D

Not telling which date or what time.

• Hint* 24th - 30th of Nov one of those dates in between*
• Catching Qantas instead of SIA :)
• Reaching spore at night.

My mom doesnt know that i going back on that particular day, she thinks that im going back with connie on the 16th Dec. which she lied to her about that as well. she's going back on the 7th Dec. heehees.

Cant wait to see Mum, Ida, Taufiqil Hafiz and everyone. :D So excited!!!!!

INVITATION

Giselle's 1st bday will be held at Aranda Resort at Pasir Ris on the 21st of Dec.

CLOSE FRIENDS of mine will ONLY BE INVITED, not allowed to invited all my friend. SORRRY!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 '

REJECTED CHILD

REJECTED CHILD... who?

THATS MEE! :D* fake smilling*

Daddy brought a girl,Mel, home, cause she fought with her mum thats why we are keeping her for 3 days. And last night, connie's bf wanted to stayover but he cant cause Mel is sleeeping in her room. Plus they need their PRIVACY as well if he is staying over.. And winnie's bf stayed over cause he said he told his friends that he's not coming back home so they are gonna bring friends back home. Ok uh. Fair enough.

Then what about me? where the hell am i gonna sleeep? i usually sleeeps in winnie's room if Corey stayed over. But last night i cant sleeep in connie's room nor winnie's cause they are both occupied! that leads me to the LIVING ROOOM! For people who knows me well and in real life, they know they i HATE sleeeping aloneee! DAMNIT! :(

Connie asked winnie to make room for me to sleeep. But she said that her bf doesnt wants to means no. :( Connie got really annoyed and scolded her " She's your SISTER! And she have to sleep in the living room because he said no?! What kind of sister are you?!" I guess they need their PRIVACY too! I swear when i go back spore she's gonna sarcifies the room she is sleeeping in for me when i bring my friends to stayover. HA ! :P

Today i went out in the morning, met up with Sue and Allie and then headed to Indroopily :D to exchange my M white bouse for a S black blouse instead :D ! happy cause i really liked the black one. :) Oh yeah it's from Cotton On, there's one located at Orchard Rd too! And i went back to the City hung out at Tea ETC a bubbletea shop and then went to JayJay bought a prettty dresss. will take a photo of it for you guys!

Wearing the black blouse with short short tomorrow to Gold Coast. HIPEE HORRAY! -.-

Oh yeah, Syg onlined but i think he have to entertain his relative or something cause today is HARI RAYA! SELMAT HARI RAYA TO THE MLYS! How awesume. :D