Tuesday, June 3, 2008 '

yesterday, today, my goal, syg issues. sighhhhh.

Yesterday, Late for schoool. was raining cats and dogs, so waited for the rain to get smaller then go to sch. dont have an umbrella. need to buy one sooon.
Went to sch just to attend english class, didnt felt like attending any other classes. Handed in my homeworkk. feels happpy. :) i am a weird shit. i am so gonna push my english mark to B-/B/B+, then slowly to A if i can.

Waited for james during period 7 then went to the city with him and kevin to the city afterr. went to Maccas where my sister's works, looks for Kuini and headed to the Arcade, Kuini's friend Jeremy thought that i was going out with kevin?!! Its like a NEVER GONNA HAPPPEN thingg. after arcade kuinis's shout me honey black tea and sushi. :D then went back to my placee. and yeahh. FINISHED MY MATHB ASSIGNMENT!!! so happy.


TODAYY.
Late for sch againn. Re-doing my home.economic works againn. nothing much happen today at all. Tina gave me one of her usb that she doesnt need. she have 7 usb all 1 gb. :O.
And James got a GF~ I chatted with him just now i starts off with:
"Hi, i am james, i still have feeling for my ex, but i still love my gf. i have feelings for both of them, sryforthat. imaBITCH."
He got so cut and said " im not in the mood right now SO FUCKOFF shanie. ure a bitch you know that?!"
what a fuckhead! It was a joke. i hardly say any harsh thing to him. fine whatever. and during lunch the bell went and we have to go to class. he pulled my bag and said go to class, and my friend, Sue said " OOO are you both going out?!" he replyed "KNN". Sue was cut and said "Cant you handle JOKES?! JEEEZZ!" sighhh. saddd.

OH OH OH..
i actually know what kinda life i want to have in the future.

1. To be a sucessful, Architecture / Interior Designn.
2. Get married, and honeymoon at Spain, Hawaii, Switzeland & Italy
3. To have a house near the beach / lake.
4. Live in Spore / Australia. most probaly australia.
5. To have a family. with min 2 kidss. :D
6. A BMW / Lexus 4Wheeldrive.
7. A Merc sport car. :)

SO GREEEDY i know. only if i become successful in what i want to be in the future then i will have those someday.

UPDATEE

Chatted with connie, suddenly winnie popped out questioning about what i said to James. like seriously COME ON LA! it was a joke rightt? cannot take it isit?! SISSY. so sensitive. So.. GAY! then connie asked winnie " why are you siding james?" i even told winnie that i said "SRY" right after i joked. whatever la seriously. I check my computer and guess what?! JAMES is talking to me, apologising. I ignore it, like i give a damn muchh! *roll my eyes*.

Saw hafiz talking to me. i was happy and now i am really depressed. told him i miss talking to him and stuff and he said :

(¯`·¸•´¯)❤ ļƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪.;[- `▪ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız]:.™ c (¯`·¸•´¯)❤ hãÑï€ ❤ says:
ahahah. let me get myself clear 1st.
(¯`·¸•´¯)❤ ļƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪.;[- `▪ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız]:.™ c (¯`·¸•´¯)❤ hãÑï€ ❤ says:
this week got exams.
(¯`·¸•´¯)hãÑï€(¯`·¸•´¯) - ƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪ ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız says:
i knw
(¯`·¸•´¯)❤ ļƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪.;[- `▪ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız]:.™ c (¯`·¸•´¯)❤ hãÑï€ ❤ says:
next got chalets and pits.
(¯`·¸•´¯)hãÑï€(¯`·¸•´¯) - ƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪ ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız says:
whats new.
(¯`·¸•´¯)❤ ļƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪.;[- `▪ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız]:.™ c (¯`·¸•´¯)❤ hãÑï€ ❤ says:
3rd week, i mayb go UK with friends.
(¯`·¸•´¯)❤ ļƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪.;[- `▪ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız]:.™ c (¯`·¸•´¯)❤ hãÑï€ ❤ says:
that's new.
(¯`·¸•´¯)❤ ļƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪.;[- `▪ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız]:.™ c (¯`·¸•´¯)❤ hãÑï€ ❤ says:
lol.

Sighh. no time for me AT ALL. you tell me, should i be down anot.. and during that time i will have my exams. so i guess its ok? And for some reasons i am really annoyed that he doesnt have anytime for me at all. and i dont really wants to talk to him at all right now, oh btw he isnt talking to me either. SIGHH..very pathetic can?! *weary eyes* cannot even chat for like what 10 mins?! forget it lahh. rather him not talk to me for the whole term then talking to me bits by bits.
And i doubt that he even visits my blog noww.

WELL i guess i should be worried about other things then worry about this stupid things.

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