Wednesday, June 11, 2008 '

Hair, Alicia, PICTURES.

Yesterday, i woke up early for once!, and but still late for school cause of traffic. THANKS TO THE TRAFFIC. Went to school, blahblahblah, during lunch went to COLES with sue, got cheesecake, tolerone and a sushi. got to sch by the time i finished my cheesecake, i VOMIT everything out. For some reason my tummy cannot handle it. and its lumpyy and WHITE. ewwww. hahahhaha.

Labels: American Boy

Sunday, June 8, 2008 '

Sickk.

YESTERDAY, went out shopping with Sue. Didnt went to the library. didnt studyy. Bought a dress! LOVE IT!! And meet my suji and a guy. then went for Karaoke and meet sue's friends. they got us alchol. and we went to Southbank sat there with our drinks and tibits. It was relaxingg. And i guess that's how i got my flu, sore throat, running nose and swollen eyes.

TODAY, went to my boss place for his son 21st Bdayy. It was kinda reallly AWKWARD? as i didnt know any of them, and they are like not very sociable kinda ppls, only friendly to their own relatives? OH well, not that i give a damn about it muchh. hugged Jesse, for wishing him happy bday and goodbyeee. hopefully he will be in spore when i go backk, so we can meet up. He's a air steward. Spore is soo far his favouritee placee.

DAMNIT, the trains arent working at Cleveland line. which is my line, my way to go home and to schh! now i have to freaking catch the bus to school, which ia alway super packed!

OK bye for now. really tired and feeeling extremely weakk...

Labels: ILoveHimMuch

Friday, June 6, 2008 '

YESTERDAY, TODAY, syg, bum, plans.

YESTERDAY, didnt went to Art Extension, went out with alicia after school. we havent catch up for a longgggg time. and i really miss it! We went around paddington, cause she's going to check if anyone needs to hire a worker. Sadly the shop that she wanted to apply doesnt short of anyone at the moment..

We then went to the city, bought half a dozen of Krispy Kreme. feel like vomitting after eating it, its really good but really feeeling. Felt really FAT after i ate like 2? :s We walk around the city and wanted to get Gelatimiso Ice cream, the Q was all the way outside the shop, and we find it really cause there's hardly any Q for Gelatimiso Ice cream normally. Then we realised it says " Happy Hours, 50% off ! " THAT'S WHYY! Q for it, and saw the a guy i know from churchh.he couldnt recognize me at first, till i smile widely and he was like " YOURE SUE'S FRIEND rightt?" i said " yeh". Took him awhile..
AND there's sooo many freaking sales around!! and i saw some winter coat that i really liked!!

TODAYY, woke up extremely early cause winnie woke me up.. thats why.. went for math, and english. i was really concentrating on my math and i only had one question i didnt understand SO FAR. ahahhaha. thats good. you knw, for me. Then went to the city during morning tea cause i've sparess. and i bought the skirt, i liked it. connie got "no comment" on it. then went to work after that. was on the bus some old lady infront of me were talking about how packed the bus were, i was gonna give up my seat to her if she stands infront of me. I ended up giving my seat to her. Arent i a nice girl?? :D

Work was okk. My boss invited me to his son's 21st Bday, and he's gonna introduces me to a guy. hahahha. he's 18? fit, tall, big eyes and drives a BMW!?!! at what age, 18?! a BMW already.. probaly their RICH parents bought him. My boss bought a LEXUS car for his son first car, and he crashed it and he bought another LEXUS for him. rich ppl..rich ppl.

AND AND AND, i was realllly HAPPPPY like HAPPY HAPPY, recieving the offline msgs from sygg. it was sweet and random as i havent got it from him for AGES! but we hardly talk that much. and it felt likes we are just friend talking plus add alittle flirting in there. sighhh.
But i think i really have developed feelings for him. no matters what he do, it will affect my mood. like the tiny-est thing can affect my mood. BUT I STILL LOVE HIM.
i dont want to ask for the 3 words from him, i want him to say it naturally and actually mean it. as i think it might be kinda hard.. oh well. i will get over it? ...............................not??

And my bum hurt alot when i sit down. and i hate sitting down now.. i dont know why..

my plans for the weekend :

Saturday : Library, movie and "Gathering"
Sunday : Jesses's 21st bday. Study
Monday : Churnside/Indooporily to buy Everlast bag with alicia. movies. study.
Tuesday : back to school... T.T

Wednesday, June 4, 2008 '

James. Lunatic monkey.ImSelfish. PICTURE

Today, latee againn. whats new?!

didnt really felt like talking to james at all. wasnt cut at him or anything just didnt felt like talking to him. It was freaking funny last night talking to connie, i hardly laugh till i cried these day, i actually drop down onto the floor and laughh like a lunatic monkey! LOLS!

At lunch today i was laughing, well frankly i can almost do a split. so i play with them this game i used to play when i was young. like sicssor paper stone. i went all the way down and i was shocked that hardly anyone can go down that low, and they all play sport?! oh well.

Was thinking alot today and i think i am SELFISH? like hafiz studyed so hard for his exams, i think he deserve to play as much as he want during his holis and not spending time with me. oh well. i dont know. but i do LOVE him :)

And i am kinda gross out by this guy who likes me. oh well. he gave me this "muacks" thing i rejected him and said they are sealed for my bf not for anyone. HAA! and he likes to call me "syg, dear." GOOSEBUMPP.!

OH i bought this really PRETTTTY earpiece today, its GREEEN! LOVE IT!

OH OH OH today connie and i took some picture but only 1 is nice. gonna post..!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 '

yesterday, today, my goal, syg issues. sighhhhh.

Yesterday, Late for schoool. was raining cats and dogs, so waited for the rain to get smaller then go to sch. dont have an umbrella. need to buy one sooon.
Went to sch just to attend english class, didnt felt like attending any other classes. Handed in my homeworkk. feels happpy. :) i am a weird shit. i am so gonna push my english mark to B-/B/B+, then slowly to A if i can.

Waited for james during period 7 then went to the city with him and kevin to the city afterr. went to Maccas where my sister's works, looks for Kuini and headed to the Arcade, Kuini's friend Jeremy thought that i was going out with kevin?!! Its like a NEVER GONNA HAPPPEN thingg. after arcade kuinis's shout me honey black tea and sushi. :D then went back to my placee. and yeahh. FINISHED MY MATHB ASSIGNMENT!!! so happy.


TODAYY.
Late for sch againn. Re-doing my home.economic works againn. nothing much happen today at all. Tina gave me one of her usb that she doesnt need. she have 7 usb all 1 gb. :O.
And James got a GF~ I chatted with him just now i starts off with:
"Hi, i am james, i still have feeling for my ex, but i still love my gf. i have feelings for both of them, sryforthat. imaBITCH."
He got so cut and said " im not in the mood right now SO FUCKOFF shanie. ure a bitch you know that?!"
what a fuckhead! It was a joke. i hardly say any harsh thing to him. fine whatever. and during lunch the bell went and we have to go to class. he pulled my bag and said go to class, and my friend, Sue said " OOO are you both going out?!" he replyed "KNN". Sue was cut and said "Cant you handle JOKES?! JEEEZZ!" sighhh. saddd.

OH OH OH..
i actually know what kinda life i want to have in the future.

1. To be a sucessful, Architecture / Interior Designn.
2. Get married, and honeymoon at Spain, Hawaii, Switzeland & Italy
3. To have a house near the beach / lake.
4. Live in Spore / Australia. most probaly australia.
5. To have a family. with min 2 kidss. :D
6. A BMW / Lexus 4Wheeldrive.
7. A Merc sport car. :)

SO GREEEDY i know. only if i become successful in what i want to be in the future then i will have those someday.

UPDATEE

Chatted with connie, suddenly winnie popped out questioning about what i said to James. like seriously COME ON LA! it was a joke rightt? cannot take it isit?! SISSY. so sensitive. So.. GAY! then connie asked winnie " why are you siding james?" i even told winnie that i said "SRY" right after i joked. whatever la seriously. I check my computer and guess what?! JAMES is talking to me, apologising. I ignore it, like i give a damn muchh! *roll my eyes*.

Saw hafiz talking to me. i was happy and now i am really depressed. told him i miss talking to him and stuff and he said :

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ahahah. let me get myself clear 1st.
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this week got exams.
(¯`·¸•´¯)hãÑï€(¯`·¸•´¯) - ƒîq.ŁøvЭЯō¢k▪ ŦαüƒıQīŁ нағız says:
i knw
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next got chalets and pits.
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whats new.
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3rd week, i mayb go UK with friends.
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that's new.
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lol.

Sighh. no time for me AT ALL. you tell me, should i be down anot.. and during that time i will have my exams. so i guess its ok? And for some reasons i am really annoyed that he doesnt have anytime for me at all. and i dont really wants to talk to him at all right now, oh btw he isnt talking to me either. SIGHH..very pathetic can?! *weary eyes* cannot even chat for like what 10 mins?! forget it lahh. rather him not talk to me for the whole term then talking to me bits by bits.
And i doubt that he even visits my blog noww.

WELL i guess i should be worried about other things then worry about this stupid things.

Labels: goals to be fufill

Sunday, June 1, 2008 '

Friday, Saturday & Sunday

On Friday, woke up early!!! wasnt late for schh! and it was raining, i threw my umbrella away cause it flipped over on thursday night it was soo embrassing. Lost my Usb on the BUS! sighhhh. My mathB assignmnent is in there, my Home economic Information is in there. i almost went CRAZYYYYY ok!!!!! Skip Art went to the city with sue and suji. Then went back to sch at 3 to meet Marcelle and we bought some chocolates and went to her placee. we got dressed and took lotsa picturees!!! And went to Fashion Paradee! it was kinda bad not what i expected it to be like. they said it was so much better on Thursday then Fridayy. Well Sleptover at Marcelle's place.

On Saturday, woke up at 6ish, marcelle need to work. Reached the city at 8am. Look for winnie cause she was workingg. then chatted with her while she is working till 10.10am went to catch the bus to meet Sue and Allie. going to Allie house. she taught me how to do my MathB Assignments. I get it!!
Then later sue was gonna go to church and i went to the city with her to look for Marinda. And marinda asked if i wanna go to the church too. Got a feeling that sue didnt want me to go, cause when marinda asked me she answered for me and said" oh she said she's gonna go home", i said " ok why not. never been to the chinese church b4." HAA! stupid B****!
I love the church! I was really happy! and it was FUNN! someone commented me that i was prettty :D and cute :D! it was a LONGG day reached home at 11.

SUNDAY, stayed home was gonna do my MathB but i remembered i lent Shaun my MathB Assignment Sheet and he didnt return! was irratated, told allie and she type out for mee. awww! ty!! Chatted with this guy, and he confess to me that HE LIKES ME. he said he cant stop viewing my pics and he's 21 mly. he calls me "syg, dear & sweety" i asked him why do you call me that? its weird?! he said other ppls cannot call you that meh? i say got uhh. then he said i wont call you that, but he still did. WELL i still LOVE MY HAFIZ BABY. :) wonder hows he's doingg. :)

Labels: My Baby