Thurday 15/05/2008As usual, school.. chatted with alicia during our spares. she is doing yoga now and she said she would ask me to join if i didnt live that far away. i said yehh! i would love to it! everyone thinks that she's doing yoga for mitch, so she would be more flexible when they have "ahem", they havent done it yet. After sch Art Extension. It was a really happy day for me, cant stop laughing! cant remember what it is. catch the bus to city and catch the train. And opposite the platform there were 2 man a woman they are the
biggest hardcores! The guy1 was banging against the lift door using his head?? Trying to proof that he's tough!? LOLS! didnt know why he was doing that till his friend came out of the lift. His friend had a bandage on his nose, LIKE A BIG BANDAGE! he seems like he doesnt have a nose! The guy1 was smacking the woman back, *she was wearing a halter neck dress
ewww* and the woman was say "OUCH OUCH OUCH", he was pinching and smacking her back!? they were making lotsa of noise it was soooo ANNOYING i seriously DESPISE those kind of people and guys who beats girl! WAS happy till i reached home, went to winnie's room cause everyone is in there. so i said " i'm gonna join yoga. :D" they just stared at me like i didnt say anything and talk about something else. it hurts but it didnt matter till i was at the kitchen, HARSHH words came out of that of that b*****connie* mouth. i seriously went to the opposite side of the room which is the living room and sat in that corner with my lappy. i cant wait to move out. i told james, there's no one i can talk to at that time at all except him. he asked me when if i wanna move in with him when he moved out of house. i seriously like LOVE to ok! cause i will be outta the house. FRIDAY 16/05/2008It was alright today, didnt missed my bus. :D everyone left for basketball compeitition, i was soo bored somemore got spares, alone.. but i chatted with this girl who is abit boyishh. she is RICH!. when she was born her parent didnt cared about her, they have to travel around for their business and she was left with her nanny till she was big enough. and she stay with her parent AWHILE only.. till she was 7. and she was alone looking after herself. CRAZY RIGHT?! 7! she said she had no choice and she didnt mind. She said she doesnt have a kind of special love feelings for her parents at all! cause they were never there for her, and she have her own house to live in by herself back in china. she travel to places, like she just tell her parent she wanted to go spore, her parent buy ticket for her and she can settle everything herself after that. oh btw she did go to spore and she said spore is so far the best country she ever went. WEE~! How sadd. SO we should be lucky that our parents do actuallyy cares for us! SO stop complaining and appreciates them! :) And work was okay, busy but they didnt come all at once! so it was smoooth. there's a new band in our club and the costumer love them, i like it but not LOVE. sighh.. i really dont like staying at home or even go home.. I dont HATE my sisters, its just i dislike them alot now.
*and i feels alone. and i feels like there's no one there for me except for james. where is he when i need him. i knw youre busy with studies, a msg from you would be really nice and apreciated. and i knw ida and kris will be there for me but they hardly online, now that the both of them have bf i gues they have the own stuffs to be busy with and wouldnt give much attention to me. the feelings inside me is killing me. someone help me please. i need my "drug" to be insert back into me againn.* Labels: my heart is aching
