Thursday, May 29, 2008 '

Winter arrives.

LETS SEE..
MON - LATEE
TUES - LATEE
WED - SPARES PLUS 5 MINS LATEE
THURS - LATEE

I seriously cant wake up, you knw why? FIRST, its so warm and cosy in the morning snugging under my blanket and its COLD! SECOND, lack of sleeeep. THIRD, it's WINTER man! what do you expect?!

Today was SUPER DUPER COLDDD! i regretted not wearing my scarf. Plus its raining noww. Even more coldd~ Was shiveringg today.
After sch Art extension, we have models in to pose for us to draw. there's 2 models. 1st was so-so, 2nd was chubby? it was so boringg. and theres hardly anyonee! cause everyone went for the Fashion Parade, i am so going tomorroww! Going over to Marcelle's place tomorrow and slack till Fashion Parade starts.

On Tuesday, i was laughing till i cried. My teacher was doing something reallly stupid! cant stop laughing...

IDA'S BDAY ON TUESDAYYY! I LOVEEE YOUU!! AND YOU KNW I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED MEE! EVEN THOUGH I MIGHT NOT BE BY YOUR SIDE, BUT IN SPIRIT I WILL.

Labels: I Love You IDAA

Monday, May 26, 2008 '

Late. moody. Art. sporean. bored

Today SUPER late for sch. left house at 8.40 when im suppose to be in form class already.
Take my own sweeet timee. For some reason i was kinda moody, till i sat in the train the lady smiled at me in a really sweet way, i got really SHY!? and smile back. was happy for the half morning..

Did my art abit. Need to bring a pilloww. waited for james and headed to city, he treat me GELATI, Rum and Raisin! I think my favourite is Rum&Raisin. so nice okk! better than mango. Then meetup with my sister, bought food home and waited for the freaking bus for 1hr plus!

Then my friend allie, she introduced me this guy who is a SPOREAN! but he lives up at the Gold Coast uh. so we chat only, hes 17 and he is like super lame and thicked skinn! Add him up in friendster. and yea. a really boring day. i got nothin to blog about now. Goonnaa do English hmwk now. night night ppls! xox.

Labels: kiss my ASS

Sunday, May 25, 2008 '

Art. Movies. Mariyln Monroe!. Weird.

Today went to sch, reach there at 10! the train was super late...! Reached sch, do ArtArtArt. Then went to get FAIRY FLOSS! and a sausage roll, it was ok.. not that great. Then went to get Rum and Rasin Gelati! It was sooo FREAKING GOOOD!

Labels: Glow in the Dark Thunder BEADS

Saturday, May 24, 2008 '

Giselle. weight. random guy. sch

Today woke up a couple of times, woke up from giselle crying. naughty girl, doesnt wanna sleeep. woke up at 11am i think. Do housechores then use lappy to watch some movies. watched 'Just Friends" its sooo FUNNY! , "Beowulf" pretty shit "Jumper" not bad, "Stardust" and " Ratatouille" love it! :D

I think i put on weight, kim say my bum got perkier and and boobs got bigger?. wonder if thats good or bad. and yehh babysits for 4 HOURS, she had been a goood girl so its okk. :)

Chatted with SYG on msnn... he said brb but i knw he will be goneeeee..
Some guy added me and my sister, he asked me if i going back to spore anot, i said "yeh for holis", and he said" so i can meet you like that." and i said " i dont remember me promised you that i will meet you." ... OH btw he's 26, chinese. :s and connie sorta knw him. she didnt like him so she forced me to delete and block him. well i dont really care so i did.

Well i am going to bed sooon, going to school tomorrow at 7.30am. yawnnn! its sunday tomorrow btww. might be meeting james at the city to muck around for abit.. :)

Night2 ppls. <3

Labels: I love you but

Friday, May 23, 2008 '

Worklink. Mr Quaid. Mly private part. Sex. Work. Syg.

This morning from period 1-3 went to the workline experience program, damnn the presentor was so worked up when he talks. and he sounded like a salesman instead. hahahah well then later he admit that when he was in UK he worked as a salesman. MAN i cant wait to June Holis to attend the workline programs experience which mean i get to experience architecture/ interior design workk for 5 days straight. :D and i have to dress like one too?! so interesting ok! but i amnot too sure if i have any clothes that are suitable. gonna buy apair of heels. :)

And during Art, i am attracted to my ART TEACHER, MR QUAID! he doesnt looks good at first but after awhile he is actually rather quite attractive.! He helped me out with my clay*its so freaking hard to shape it!* , and yeahh.. and going back to sch on SUNDAY, yup sunday. hahahah. open day, parents will come to the school and visit well my class will stay in he classroom and do our sculpture. not for the parent for ourselves!.

Hung out with Marcelle for abit after school, and left for work. Work was ok, slept for awhile b4 things get started. And i was chatting with Coco about mly ppls, her husband is a malaysian. and we were talking about mly guys have to cut away that the skin on their pirvate partl, and she asked me if i had "ahem" with my ex's or my bf. LOLS. James was talking about somethings and it kinda assume that i already had sex. and i told him i havent had sex yet. he said i look like i have. LOLS. Do i look like i already did it ? Anywayy work wasnt busy. and i am super tired, i am alway tired everydayy. AnD i got praise by my boss in the car on the way homee. the feeling is like so SHIOKK ok! hahahahaha. Going to bed sooon.

AND AND AND I MISS SYG. :( i am always here for you if you need me. :) loveya. xox.

Labels: One Nightt

Thursday, May 22, 2008 '

Smile. Art extension. tired. saturday. james

LAlAlA~ i was early todayy. :D met james on the bus. smileed for some reasons.
Did my Art, Mr Quaid use my example :D and i can start my FINAL BIG SCULPTURE already~~ went back during lunch and guess what, some ppl doesnt have a habit of PUSHING their chairs in and my mini sculpture hit the chair and it CRACKKK! sighh. i need that mini sculpture as my example for my final piece ehh! i like almost cry ok!!
Ok, as for my Art extension it went prettty well. i was pretty much like a loner there but i was very productive today, and concentrating on my own work without others distractingg.. CLAPS for shanie! and i like the print i did.. it was nice. and some ppls came over to me and ask about my watch. the red one. *ida should knws, cause you wore it for awhile. remember?*

Am very fatigued okk! reach home around 8.30. left house at 6.50am. oh yeah the 385 bus went past my bustop! what a FAGGOT!

OH OH OH, this saturday going out to the library and study, alex and jason is gonna be my tutor. well jason alway have been my math tutor as he sits beside me in classs. cantt waitt!! :)

And james is so cute, he was asking me questions and he said i am his top best friend list. :) and he's gonna miss me when he graduate. awwww! I WILL MISS YOU TOO! :)

Labels: will be miss

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 '

"Study Day". Angelina Jolie. Broke.Ideas for Background.

Didnt go to sch today, so called "Study Day". Stayed home, dad off-day today and yesterday. Was thinking about going to school today to do my art sculpture, final piece one!! but i woke up like reallly latee 11 plus. puff not going then.. was feeling lethargic the whole day. oh btw i slept for 12 hours. yeah babehh!

Lappppy the wholeee dayyy. And was reading the celebrities gossip. OMFG i didnt know Angelina Jolie was pregnant and its a TWIN*girls*. DAMN~ she still looks stunning and HAAWWTT. LOLS.

Wasnt very productive and efficient today, and keep procastinating my work. sighh. i doubt that i can get an A for my math this year, which mean no LV bag for me anymoree. And i doubt about next year too. And when i get into Uni, i will have to get it myselff. -.-

Oh "GOOD" news, i am brokee. yes, broke as in no money anymore. .. and i cant do my math cause i dont understand it. and winnie always seem like she know it and can do it, but her answers are alway wrong and her advices are useless. i tease her about that. HAHAHAHAHAH.

felt like talking to syg on the phone today. miss him. and him being sweeeet. silly him. :) loveya.

Labels: say LOVE say LOVE

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 '

Hmwk. Nerd. Ida's bday. blushing. europe. sleeep.

YESTERDAY.

Oh yesterday i wass like a NERDD. i start doing my hmwk at 5.45pm till at night 11 plus. I did my, english poetry table thingy, english previous task organiser, home economic research and my art sketching. ALOTS ok for one day! Was SUPER FATIGUED.
AND AND i eye-ing on this book called *i think*"EVERYONE WORTH KNOWING", creator of "Devil Wears Prada". realllly want it!!
And the other day i question the nerd in my sch, Neil, i asked her " hey neil, how many books have you read in your life? "
she said " about 10 000, who knows more or less."
i said " damnnn." LOLS!

TODAY

Oh Oh OH! ida said her brother's enagement was a sucess!! And ida's bday coming i really wish i could be there to celebrate with her. :( i love you girl. :D
Sch was okaayy. LATEEE for schh. Hung out with Marcelle all day today and even after sch with james for awhile at the city then at 4 plus off to meet marcelle. she cant spell my name -.- she spelled " SHAINE" when its "SHANIE", how i realised? cause she draw a smiley face on my leg with my name underneath it..

Elliot poked my waist today while i was talking to marcelle, and i totallly BLUSHED! and marcelle was teasing me.... -.-

Yeah, we both planned when we grow up earn enough $$ we are gonna buy the 2 mths train ticket for europe and travel all over europe! SWITZELAND HERE I COMEEEE!
My back hurts like helll! and my bum hurts too, cause of my school shoes, wearing heeels then the tense your arse then i walk alottt. and fall asleeep on the trainn.. so embarassing?! ok i am like realllly tired.. going to sleeeeep now. ciaoo~

Labels: backache

Sunday, May 18, 2008 '

Sister's issue, feelings, childhood & caucasian link?

SATURDAY 17th MAY 2008

*connie issue*
Yesterday went out with connie, and we were quarrelling all the way to coles. sighh.. is there one day without quarrelling/scolding from them? she said i dont talk to them, dont do housechores, and so on.. I do talk to them, they ignore me. I dont talk to them i get scolding?! i do housechores they cant see it, when i dont do it they said i just sit at home doing nothing. What am i suppose to do? They just cant see what i have done, they can only see what i havent done. And i have to go sch and reached home around 5ish, bath, dinner, hmwk and surf the net. by the time its 11pm. Sat and Sun is the only day i get to sit at home relax.. but they expects me to do the housechores. i dont mind doing it, but you dont have to force me to do it.

*winnie issue*
Never borrow her stuffs. NEVER. i used her mouse, and when i returned it to her, the mouse wasnt working for awhile and she was complaining about it and saying "whatever lands in her hand will be broken/spoiled." and guess what in the end THE MOUSE WORK!! cb! and she is soo rude okay, she likes to act big infront of her friend? i cant believe my life is from PERFECT to IMPERFECT! I seriously wanna go back spore. cause whenever i have problem like that, i go to ida house/play soccer/little indian with ida, sugy, kas and other mlys. sighhh.

And i dont get it.. If my dad have any Qs wanting to knw about me, why wouldnt he just come straight to my face and ask? Why does he have to go around and ask my Connie?!? She have her own problems to deal with, and its not hard to talk to me, i wont get angry or anything!? man.. seriously i want to move out when i turned 18/20.

chatted with syg on the phone. for some reason i have a weird*bad* feelings talking to him now. i dont know it feels different and they way he talk also changed. And i dont miss him that much as i used too. sighhh.. maybe just for now not for longg. Probaly i have been busy and he have been busy too. thats why. sryy if youre reading this.

Today *Sunday 18th May 2008*

Woke up at 7am thought today was monday almost rushed to the toilet and get ready, and i asked myself if i have sch today why did i went to bed so late last night. Its SUNDAY today, go back to sleeep! hahahhah.. woke up at 10ish. wash the clothes, did parts of my art hmwk.

And i edited photo and stuffs all by myself! WOOHOOO! claps for shaniee!! :D
i downloaded Picasca. and join photobucket. :)
Chatted with james and he likes to call my name "Shanii" i corrected him and said " Damnit its SHANIE *uniquee* not "SHANII" *simple and plain*. he replyed "your name, my spelling :)" Damnn.. SHUT DOWN!

Connie asked me a Qs today " shanie do you still have feelings for zarrin?"
I said " No, i just find him.. hawt. thats all."
Connie " okayyy."
the weirdest conversation that happened today.... I think i have turn into ida. :s *curious? come and ask me. :)*

I viewed Dominique profile *kris you knw who it is :)* just now, CHILDHOOD memories flashback. Man i miss those times. she's a eurasian. we used to dance, sing, play teacher, treasure hunt, SOCCER, catching, share our lollies, critising others! hahah, ROLLERSKATE!, blow bubbles, climb to the top of the playground, write letters to each other *even thou we live in the same block!*, make friendship band for each other, jump on the bed!, hide and seek & block catching. i think thats all. she is my bestfriend when i was young. dont you think my life will definately involved caucasian? connie MIGHT be together with corey. he is requesting for a baby, sounds weird but yeahh! hahhahaha. currently at sch, Marcelle is my best friend, polish mixed aussie. wonder if i will marry a caucasian? and my aunt live in Cananda. i live in australia. my ancestor are mixed.
hmm. maybe you dont think there's a link with caucasian in my life, but i thinks so.

Labels: my havoc life

Saturday, May 17, 2008 '

Love / Hate?

Thurday 15/05/2008

As usual, school.. chatted with alicia during our spares. she is doing yoga now and she said she would ask me to join if i didnt live that far away. i said yehh! i would love to it! everyone thinks that she's doing yoga for mitch, so she would be more flexible when they have "ahem", they havent done it yet. After sch Art Extension. It was a really happy day for me, cant stop laughing! cant remember what it is. catch the bus to city and catch the train. And opposite the platform there were 2 man a woman they are the biggest hardcores! The guy1 was banging against the lift door using his head?? Trying to proof that he's tough!? LOLS! didnt know why he was doing that till his friend came out of the lift. His friend had a bandage on his nose, LIKE A BIG BANDAGE! he seems like he doesnt have a nose! The guy1 was smacking the woman back, *she was wearing a halter neck dress ewww* and the woman was say "OUCH OUCH OUCH", he was pinching and smacking her back!? they were making lotsa of noise it was soooo ANNOYING i seriously DESPISE those kind of people and guys who beats girl!

WAS happy till i reached home, went to winnie's room cause everyone is in there. so i said " i'm gonna join yoga. :D" they just stared at me like i didnt say anything and talk about something else. it hurts but it didnt matter till i was at the kitchen, HARSHH words came out of that of that b*****connie* mouth. i seriously went to the opposite side of the room which is the living room and sat in that corner with my lappy. i cant wait to move out. i told james, there's no one i can talk to at that time at all except him. he asked me when if i wanna move in with him when he moved out of house. i seriously like LOVE to ok! cause i will be outta the house.

FRIDAY 16/05/2008

It was alright today, didnt missed my bus. :D everyone left for basketball compeitition, i was soo bored somemore got spares, alone.. but i chatted with this girl who is abit boyishh. she is RICH!. when she was born her parent didnt cared about her, they have to travel around for their business and she was left with her nanny till she was big enough. and she stay with her parent AWHILE only.. till she was 7. and she was alone looking after herself. CRAZY RIGHT?! 7! she said she had no choice and she didnt mind. She said she doesnt have a kind of special love feelings for her parents at all! cause they were never there for her, and she have her own house to live in by herself back in china. she travel to places, like she just tell her parent she wanted to go spore, her parent buy ticket for her and she can settle everything herself after that. oh btw she did go to spore and she said spore is so far the best country she ever went. WEE~! How sadd. SO we should be lucky that our parents do actuallyy cares for us! SO stop complaining and appreciates them! :)

And work was okay, busy but they didnt come all at once! so it was smoooth. there's a new band in our club and the costumer love them, i like it but not LOVE. sighh.. i really dont like staying at home or even go home.. I dont HATE my sisters, its just i dislike them alot now.

*and i feels alone. and i feels like there's no one there for me except for james. where is he when i need him. i knw youre busy with studies, a msg from you would be really nice and apreciated. and i knw ida and kris will be there for me but they hardly online, now that the both of them have bf i gues they have the own stuffs to be busy with and wouldnt give much attention to me. the feelings inside me is killing me. someone help me please. i need my "drug" to be insert back into me againn.*

Labels: my heart is aching

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 '

Good day / Bad day? you tell me!

Oh woke up saw syg msg. happy :D then suddenly my phone keeps vibraating, its james waking me up.. Today left hse at 9am, i've got double spares, class starts at 10.05. i went to catch the bus and it was infested by irratating bitches and a guy who thinks he's soo cool and he's gay and i could totally tell! sighh.. i reached cutural at 10.05!? late again uhh! then i just missed the bus, so waited for like 10 mins then reached sch around 10.30am class finish at 10.40 no point going to class. then had math during morning tea. then spare during math class.

I went to the library to print something out and guess what? I LEFT MY 1GB USB THERE! i am so forgetful these days. i found my planner at my teacher table she kept it for me cause i left it in class. luckyyy.

OHOH during english today, I DID MY ORAL PRESENTATION ON AUSTRALIAN IDENTITY. Bloody shuan didnt be prepared so i have to go before him was meant to be after him, oh well either ways i still have to do it. i think i did quite well except for some errors but still.. and it lasted for 3 min 20 sec, actually more than that but kevin stopped the stopwatch earlier for me :D Thanks DUDE! well i return him a favour, by correcting his accounting oral presentation slides and teach him the pronouce words.

And "xx" keeps critising other ppls presentation, even though "xx" is slighty better then them doesnt mean "xx" can be so rude! i really hate "xx" personality. Well i am better then "xx" but i dont see myself sitting there critising other ppls oral even though they cant pronouce it. what a *****!

OH a joke here.. we were doing the clay work and keira said "its getting HARD" and Marcelle started cracking up laughing so me nathan and keira stare at each other for 5 secs then we started laughing too.. Get it?? getting hard??? it means the guy Ahem erects... hahahahhahah!!!

Labels: joke of the day

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 '

Ugly SHIT!

Woke up latee again, and i still catch the same bus as my teacher. they waited from 7.20am - 8.40am! i reached there around 8.25am.

Labels: yawn

Monday, May 12, 2008 '

SIGHH.

Woke up late this morning but i still manage to catch the same bus as my math teacher and sorta abit late for school but its okay. :) at least i got go to sch righhttt?

Period 1&2 : Graphic.
teacher got operation, so relief reacher take over, she's a graphic teacher too but she is the OLD version one? as in we draw it instead of using the computer -.-

Period 3 : Art
Relief teacher againn. Dunno where Mr Quaid went.. but wont be here for the whole week, no inspiration for my new task this term. my first mascot was ok but that was for fun didnt plan to do that shape, but he didnt threw out mine. he threw about 70 -80% of the class work away? guess i was lucky?

MORNINGTEA~~
Sat around with the boys, just chill.. RINNGGGGG! Home Economic. sighh. boringgg!

Double ENGLISH. :)
i kinda like english, but not really if she didnt think we are that STUPID. like we can READ! nvm. she lost my final draft, thank god i got a spare one!

Aftering english, LUNCHH! stayed in the library to help sue with her english draft. I cant help other but i can help with my own draft, i can but not all the time. even at art i can do mine cause i know what i wanna do, ppls will ask me to help but i dunno how to help, cause it actually mean something to you but its hidden inside the work that you created. and yea, this girl kinda like to show off her art work to me? sighh. like i have not enough stress already?! BUT too bad Only MY CANVAS was displayed in the class, so take that!! lame! Dont even bother with her lah, waste my energy.

James told me that i am a bitch sometimes and say really harsh thing witout realising. You dont tell me then i will never know or realise! say uh not like i will eat you! he's scared when i gets angrry he said i look scary? cause you can totally tell when i am angry. :) but i try to relaxx now.

• SOME GUYS ARE SO PETTTY CAN! arghhh!
• Sisters are a bitch sometimes. :(

IDA is a bitch, she wont tell me what happened during her date must wait till i go back spore?! thats ages AWAY! :( * :o. dad just gave me $50 :)*

And syg is really busy with his sch stuffs so i wont be bothering him at all. but i love you. you take care dont stress yourself too much rest okay. :)

Oh I LOST MY PLANNER/ ORGANISER. SIGHHH. THE ONE MICHELLE GAVE ME. SO PRETTY OK!

Labels: Its gone

Sunday, May 11, 2008 '

Happy Mother Day!

HAPPPPPPPPPPPY MOTHERS DAYYY!! * I love you mummy! even at times i am rude to you but i still love you in my heart. muacks!*

Stayed home today, i made Honey black tea with pearl at home!! it was quite successful. me and connie finished it all. yummyumm...

Finished my english final so nothing to do, have to do the planning sheet thing, finish home economic hmwk. AND today i found my sister sliver gold ring where she lost it at my dad's friend place but it happen to be in our room in the new house. she lost it twice and i found it the both time. FREAKKKYYYYY!

And i had the cheekiest conversation with zarrin today. like isma said "he never takes relationship seriously" cause what he said to me just prove that he is not serious with his current relationship. pity for that girl.

Sister *winnie* bought DOUGHNUT home againn!! so yummy but sooo fattening! confirm put on weight these days.. doughnut brand is Krispy Kreme, if you have watch Shark Tales before, there's a part where he bought "krispy kreme" for lola as breakfast and gave it to her at the counter where she works.
OHOH and i feeeels soooooo clean, nice and neat. cause i shaved and moisture my whole body and put power onnn! smells soooo niceee! smells like my niece cause she is using my powder. :)

I wonder how did ida date went! I am yawning already going to bed now.. nightnight! xox.

Labels: I love you mummy

Saturday, May 10, 2008 '

Date. Nervous / Not Nervous?

Yesterday morning i was SUPER ANNOYYYEDDD! WHY : James msg me if i want him to be at Cultural centre cause i catch my bus from there instead of the city, well its just one stop away. and i told him not too, really NO POINT of going to cultural when we are gonna meet up again on the bus and its 1 STOP AWAY ONLLYYY! I was freakking tired and he came to cultural and he gave me a fright, i was soo cut! and i didnt talk to him and he wanted to sit beside me but i put my bag beside me! BLOODY HELL! the feeeling was HORRIBLE afterward! wanna smack him okkay!!

Ohoh i asked sue if she has any mastercard or visa, but she said she dont have any BUT johnathen doess! went to look for him during morningtea and ask if i can borrow his mastercard. and he said YESSS!! BEST LAHH!! so happppy! cause i really like that thing.

Work was alright, not so busy but not quiet.. and i like serving more then taking orders. and i think i am getting better at it, cause i talk to the costumers now, and i can never get the grannys and graandpa's jokes! soo not funny?? and was feeling abit sick during work felt like vomittng and Coco thinks that i am pregnant!? LOLS! and she said "gosh youre not even 16 yet and your pregnant?!" the point is i haven even had sex, how can i be pregnant?!

sighhhh... i think i am having moodswing uh.. i was hyper and the next moment i was really annoyed/sad.


TODAY

had a dream that i quarrel with my second sister.. what's new?! i told her and we kinda act like we are quarrelling.. LOLS! not going to the fun fair at Mcgregor. sadd, oh well... didnt chat with syg much at all!! sighhhhhh.. alalalalala~ cheer up! :)

Walao connie put giselle on my bed, *giselle is naked really for a bath* then she suddenly peeee! GREAT!! Winnie's friend, kuini bought a dozen of different kinds of doughnutt!! YummYumm... wasted one whole day just sitting at home watching movie and laying arounddd..
feel like talking to sygg.. today was kinda awkward we are not like ourself? like they way we chatted in msn. sighhh.. i guess he's really busy? F*** la.

OhOh! ida is dating noww.. HAHAHHA.. She told me that she is really nervous, then i said "nervous? scare he kiss you involving tongue? LOLS" she said she still wants me to be the first one to kiss her involving tongue! LOLS.. very disgusting lehh!! she call her tongue the " Virgin tongue" LOLS!!! so cute la Ida.. then i said "its ok he can have your "Virgin tongue", i can have your virginity!! i will use dildo to have sex with you!!" hahahhahahahh!! Then the guy hold her hands infront of all her friends uhh.. they haven't officially date yet, i dont knw i find it super sweet and cute! somemore its IDA, really happy for her. :)

I wonder if i meet hafiz for the real date will i be like SUPER NERVOUS? hahhahaha.. Hope not la.. the feeling very uncomfortable and dizzy.. hahhahaha..

I really starting to hate talking to winnie?! Like seriously! she is rude la! then if i talk to her rudely back i get scolding from both sister?! WTF right?! I guess because they are older then me, so they can talk to me in any manner they like? want me to respect them, then they should start showing me some respect first!

OMG.. Kris and her bf is already 9 MTHS?! so lonnggg!! ok i am over it. hahhaah.

Labels: nervous

Thursday, May 8, 2008 '

No i didnt.

nothing much happened, didnt attend art extension due to too many hmwk and assignments to rush and lack of sleep. :( sighh.. My friend said i wagg too muchh! but i dont! SERIOUSLYYY.
And i finished typing out my Final Draft for my englishh and sent it to her alreadyy.. pheww~

chatted with syg abit today, was kinda cutee but he didnt get the part about my friends. but itss okkkayy.. and he was really cute.. DUN WAN TO TELL YOU! *shy2*. hung up cause he want to sleep longer *around 6ish pm here, spore 4ish pm*, wasnt feeling well.. poor thing. edited my english draft abit then fall asleeep and i sent a msg to my friend which totally doesnt make sense! i went back to the "Sent msgs" and checked cant stop laughing, i didnt get it myself!hahaha..
Connie woke me up to ask me finish my hmwk, then i said half an hour more, then they started SINGINGG! great, woke up straight awayyy.. then syg ask me to call, but then i was in the middle of my sch work so i said call him later, but after bombom he said something caught up, cause his friend's ex was grabbing her face, so he went to help her and he will make it up to me. :) Why so guys are just sooo abusive??! GODAMNIT!!
OHOH, my left leg got a FREAKING HUGE MOSQY BITEE! like super big bigg. connie was saying i was pinch by ghosts?? i said it doesnt hurt, its ITCHYY?! and she said i keep talking in my dream these few nights, wondering if i had nightmares.. no ehh, usually when i talk in my dream i will wake up after thatt.. but i didnt realise this timee.. WEIRDDD!! hahahaa
Ok lahh byee bloggy i wanan goo to my LalaLand, they are waiting for me there. :) , -.- lame.

Labels: Youre LOVEDD

Wednesday, May 7, 2008 '

SMILEE** Happy Sweet16 Ping2*

*HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY Kris/appley/KSP!/Ping2! Sweeeet 16 ehh!! Some stuff are LEGAL now.. bwhahhaha!! Love you lots! Takecare. May all your wishes come true~ muacks! xox.*

hehehe.. late for sch AGAINN~
got double spares in the morning so i woke up at 8 thinking, "hmm, still got lots of time, take my own sweeet timee lahh.." then i lie in till 8.55! rush to the toilet waited for winnie to come out, finish bathing and everything checked the time,9.35! Late already uhhh. then slowly uh..

Packed my lunchbox, took the bread out, thinking "ehh i thought daddy just bought the bread last night why suddenly afew piece gone already, remember when i open still got the first piece bread lehh." then packed everything then i turned around look at the floor, 4 PIECES lying on the floor! hahhahaha. i throw 2, put back 2 just hope *its cleann*. :)

Oh was chatting with james and jason.. then i forget what happened suddenly talk about my bf? then they said they wanna have a look at hafiz's picture so i showed them my wallpaper then jason said " looks like kevin" i say " oh PLEASE! my bf eyes is like bigger and prettier??! **and can actually speaks better english and doesnt watch porn all the time!**

Dad picked me up from school today, i dont like it when its a suddenly pick up.. planned to go to city with jason, james & kevin then later meet up with alex to go home together.. but i cant, apparently they waited for me 1hr starting from when my sister send me a msg. sighh.. then have to go with dad.

OMFGGG i tear out this page, not telling you *wanna knw ask me*. But too bad it need Visa, Mastercard,Amex? or Creditcard. siann, its sooooo prettty okk!! really sad lahh.. when dad come back gonna ask him if he have any of those card i just mentioned. or i might ask them to send it to spore then ask mum to send it to me. ** ps: i ask my dad about the card, he said he doesnt but only mastercard but then no money inside, he said alot of problem if put money inside the card. sighhhhhh! walao feels like crying uhhh!*

OH OH OH!! i knw what to givee syg for bday pressie?? hahhahahaha! and still thinking for otherss :( sryyy!

ANNDDDD i think my second sister really got ISSUES with me okkk!!!! ARGHHH! i swear that sometimes i really wanna punch her in the face sooo hard!!! And she must have comments on certain stuffs! as if she dates HAWT guys like that.. cb!! She thinks she is sooo "GOOOD". irratating uhh.. and i was happy this morning BUT she just have to ruin it!

Labels: SADD UHHHH

Tuesday, May 6, 2008 '

syg cute cute! i like i like!!

OMGGGG!!! i knw who James likes!!!! MY SISTER! bwhahahahha!!! *i checked my sister's inbox. LOLS! *wink** He thinks my sister is pretty cause we had this conversation b4.. waaoohhhh! hehehehhee!

Iya just now send me this video, siala watch already heartpain uhh! poor thing uh.. Matreppp!!



YAWNNN~

Labels: Paper planes - MIA

Monday, May 5, 2008 '

LAZYYY FATTTTYY MEE!

WEEE! stay home the whole day yesterday and probaly today as well.. tooooo lazyyy~! SAD i knw..

Dad's working friend came over last night and sleepover, she*17* missed her last train. she lives soooo far away!!! she was soo shy! and i was chatting with syg on the phone last night, i told him that she was really shy and when i walk out of the door she heard me she was even MORE shyy!! ahahahhaa... she had a shower then had a smoke with my sister, and she start showing us her bf pictures, her myspace and we chatted alott! its like we have known her for years, and we shared a spoon to eat the pasta that my dad made for her.. Her eyes are sooo COOOL! when she is angry her eyes colour is GREEN and when she is depress its GREY when she's normal its BLUE. how cool is that!?!? she was depress last night and her eyes turn grey, cause she was telling us about her bf*18*.

Hmm her bf is 18 and she doesnt trust him, my bf is 19 and i am 16? how? BUT i trust him :D WEEE~

And i felt bad about last night when talking to syg.. i dont knw. i knw he wants to sleeep but then i want to say a proper goodnight b4 he goes to bed.. and i got abit irratated.. but i still called him and said goodnight. didnt wanna talk to him was really annoyed. *sighh i guess its mood swingg.* And i really wanna delete all the stuffs i have wrote about him when he was disssapeared, i dont like it when he mention it, it embarrassing and stupid! see i told you what i have wrote back then and then when i go back and read about it, its reallly stupid.. :(
I told him about my haircut and i said i got post in my blog and thats what he said, " i read your blog but its all about me when i was gone.." i dont knw if thats suppose to be good or bad.. i was kinda hurt ? sighh..


OHH i was sitting down and i lean forward and i reveal my undie and i didnt knw and XX asked me " is that hotpink Calvin Klein youre wearing now is real?" i was so shocked and stare at XX, and said "how you knw i am wearing that?" XX said when you lean forward it sorta reveal it.. and there were a guy sitting at the back too, he was giggling.. HOW EMBARRASSING?!
Oh i have a pic of the "xx" person, not the best picture but a preview of how he looks like.. *he kinda likes to follow me and its really annoying, he buys me breakfast at maccas if i said i am hungry.. i feels bad about it, but he wont let you pay for it.*

DAHH DUHHHHH~~



OKK, here for my ping ping! BEST LAHHH YOU!!! help me make my bloggy until like that.. WEE!! thank you babe!! i will try and buy something unique and nice for ya okkk..?? or i blanja you eat when i go back ok?? happy3! 2 more dayss.
And thank you ida for making that pic :D

Sunday, May 4, 2008 '

Mum.

Hmm.. mum is going to china soon and i think its winter there.. mum cant even take winter in aust, wonder how is she gonna take it there.. i dont even knw that she is going till last night she was chatting with my sister. AND she is going soon! waa i also wanna goo.. :( Update more later.

Saturday, May 3, 2008 '

Sweeet? yes or no?

yesterdy was super busy at work, somemore i work alone.. T.T All the plates were used up.. when i collected all i told my boss i dont know where to start! ahahhahahaah!!
had dinner went to boss's place and stayover then msg syg and fall straight asleep, like 1 mins after i msg syg.. missss him sooo much can! then woke up saw his msg, first thing wake up smile big2 already! They send me home but no one open the door for me cause CONNIE was still sleeping at 11 plus. so i follow back with them to working place, some girl couldnt come for work so i takeover her uh.. sighh prepaid low. :s cannot msg... cannot call...

Reached home, went straight to bathroom and have shower then chatted with hafiz.. sighhh i like it how we chatted today but then he said
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yeah. and i dont really like being all those sweet3 honestly."

sighhh i dont like being tooo sweeeeeeeet but once in a while its really nice.. suddenly got the kind of sour feelings in my heart.. and we are not talking now :(

We chatted and said when i go back spore my first date will be at Ice Skating!! hahahah so he can hold my hands. so cuteeee! *heart melting* :D we have been chatting way more before he dissapeared.. and thats really good. :) i miss him uh. * kris and ida dont be jealous, I MISS YOU TOO*

*LAZY TO POST ALREADYYY*

Thursday, May 1, 2008 '

Aww, Arghh, :(

hmm.. chatted with syg on the phone to 2.30am.. then went to bed at 2.50am woke p at 6am.. so tireddd!
Told xx that if he was a girl, it would be awesume then i can show him my new undie which is in my bagg, cause was gonna go my boss's hse and stayover after work but cancelled. He tried to go through my bag, i just told him" you go through uh, you go through then dont bother talking to me anymore.." he didnt dare to touch it then.. hahaha! he keep telling me his testicle hurts, no offence i dont give a damnn!! if it was syg i will but i dont care if it was you! its mean but i seriously dont need to knw it. find it eww? and he tried hugging me today like side hug which means his arm will be on top of my boobs, i find it uncomfortable cause he said i got nice butt and boobs for my height and size.. not i thicked skin or what like i think hes taking advantage??Oh and he keeep staringggg at me.. was super annoyed ok! i ask him what is he staring at he just stareddd and stareddd! arghhh..

Skipped home ecnomic, actually wanted to call syg and talk, but then i guess he was busy cause no reply from him.. then went to sit around the sch and draw. not in the mood for art at all! all i draw soo ugly uhhh.. i think uh.

but then chatted with him during art extension, my friends thought i was checking the guy on the field.. LOLS as if i would lor! my friend brother leh!! ewww!.
I like talkking to syg uh, but i dont knw if he realised that we didnt talk anything its just those basic common things. Abit sad i want a moree interesttinggg topicc uh.. he seem busy all the time.. maybe cause he haven been on for a long time and i want him all by myself??? walao SO SELFISHHH! *slap myself!*

Going to revise my math now, half asleep in class today dont think i learned anything.. sighhh.

*note to self: STUDY HARDD , STUDY HARDD!! *