UPDATEDDDDDD!!!Aiyo i cant concentrate on my freaking englishhh draft, and its due tomorrow!! i havent even started! maybe only like 2 LINESS!! *slap my face hard2, OUCHH!* I told kakak about hafiz didnt online for 2 weeks then i told her what i think, maybe he knows new girls at chalet then she said "maybe he's busy with his new gf right now" GOSH SHARPPP ARROW JUST SHOT MY HEART.. *faintt* i realise that now i have type all this and when i grow up become more mature, read back what i have type i will feel extremely stupid. but this is how i feels, like most parents alway say" WE ARE TOO YOUNG TO HAVE A BF." its ok for a guy to have a gf cause their mentally stronger then girls. sighhh.. thinking of skipping english tomorrow.. goshhhh i am soo hopeless... And i should be going to bed RIGHT NOW! if not tomoro cannot wake up again, BIG EYEBAG! *Miss talking to him man!* ;(SIALA..
shanie super duper sad OK! Heres the story:
I was thinking about hafiz alot, so i ask taufiq, his advice is that i go and ask his friend where he is uh.. well i did i msg "Anthea" hafiz sorta best girl friend.. Then i check friendster just now, no new msg, but i see the " Viewed" thingy in friendster, she viewed me back WITHOUT replying my msg! WALAO... If you dont wanna tell me at least reply me like" oh sorry i dont know what happen to him".. something like that uh.. why ignore sia! CB! i was furious when i saw she viewed me without replying my msg..
Then chatted with SYAFIQ about it.. starting to have negative thoughts. which is totally not a good thing which means i wont be able to concentrate on my studies. F*** la!
Cause after he went to the pasir ris chalet he never online anymoreeee!! i was thinking maybe he saw new girls at chalet so he decided to dumped me. :( I've this feeling to give up already..
I am sorta like in Sulastri situation as she told me that zarrin was ignoring her. well at least she live in the same country as him, can msg him & can call him..
Isnt it weird that your ex current gf is talking to you about your ex, and what happen between the both of them?? Like i need to know?! but maybe she needs someone to talk to, and know more about him.. Find out yourself uh, i found out myself when i first know him and get together with him.. i have my own problems already with my bf, i dont need more un-necessary problem to be involve in my life! ARGHHH!
And these few days i feel like i am talking to myself even thou there is "Syafiq, taufiq2, Nas & Kris " to talk to me, but i still want a real life person to talk to... like my sister, she is too busy with guys and her baby, no time for me anymore.. and hafiz is gonee.. but its ok i still have
KRIS to talk to.. but i still need LOVE ok! Oh my sister make a deal with me today, i was talking about those branded sale to her when i was back then in spore. then i said mum was gonna get me this "Guess" luggage bag but then i felt guilty and i told her i dont want it anymore and left.. then she make this deal, the deal is:*REQUIRE an A IN MY MATH*- Guess bag and a Guess luggage bag.
- The Louis Vuitton Noe bag that i wan.
Well i chose the LV one cause i already have a Guess bag. Luggage bag..hmm not like i alway need a big bag.. beside i will use the LV more often if i got that one. So must work EUFFING HARD lor this term, i go do Math A easier like that get an A easier BWHAHAHA..
And i am getting my nails done tomorrow, connie gonna pay for it she was in a happy mood and said " shanie tomorrow go do medicure i pay." SHIOK, doing the gel french manicure.. $80 EXPENSIVE leh.. well she's gonna pay for it so ok uh.. Gel one can last for months and it cost around$100 plus in spore to do it.. cause its still new to spore.. so exciting but i loook so down in real life.
Note to self: SHANIE YOU'RE HOPELESS! NO WONDER YOUR BF LEFT YOU WITHOUT TELLING YOU! STILL WANNA BE AN ARCHITECTURE?! HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO BE AN ARCHITECTURE WHEN YOU DONT EVEN WORK HARD! HOW TO GET INTO UNI! YOU ARE ONE BDH KID!!!!!
