OMFGGG!!! SYGG IS ONLINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was sooooooooooo happpy!! wanted to go to bed but then i couldnt!!! omgggg i love him cannnn! sooo happppyy!!! bwhahahah!!! love you heaps!
Ida is talking to me rightt nowww! and she said am i over-reacting?! i think sooo tooo! but i cant help it, the people surrounding me is adding their comments into my head and make me confused.. i dont wanna be like that, i am totally not that kind of person, usually i am cool with those stuffs, but now i am OUT OF CONTROL! ida thinks it my puberty causing me to be like that.. i think so too! :(
WOOT! first thought when i woke up, check the alarm clock. SHIT i am lateeeeeee for sch it's 10.18 by the time i reach sch will be like 12? so whats the point of going then since i am soo latee for school.. lie around for an hour thinking about lotsaa of stuff, what if blahh blahh blahh, then blah blah blah.. *
Punch my face*
I dont feel anything bad gonna happen leh. instead i have this positive thinking.. which is goood right?? what if there is really something wrong what can i do? cry?? IFF*hope it never happen* its really silent break then i guess studyying hard is my next step then.. and to get over things.
there's this malay fortune teller, he is SO TRUE MAN! just by cuttin the limes he can tell you everything.. he said i cant be with dark skin people.. our relationship or blah blah will be badd.. if i really wanna date malay, its javaness people.. BUT i love black people,*some only* they are soo funny and fun to be with and mostly malay are sooo attractive can, their eyes.. ahhh~~ Like IDAA'S eye so big and scary at times but so cute lahh.. i still remember my first crush was malay! hhahahah.. my exs are malay my bf is malay. how i wish i am a malay, but if i changed into malay then i have to sacrifices alot of things uh, no drinking, no pork, must pray? i dont mind not having them or to do it. The most happy thing is to be with your loved ones right?? maybe i am still tooo young to say this kinda things.. maybe when i grow older, then see how things go thenn..
OHHH last night, my syg*ida* tried to change my blog skin she said it was tooo DULL, i dont know how to change this kinds of blog thingy.. And ida help me do this pic : *his face very dark uh,BUT still cute.. :)*
Went out to buy some food and bought stocking, its soooo euffing cold in the morning! Bought KFC for dinner, dad cooked some fried rice.. YUM YUM... havent ate for the whole day only drank "Boost" im not sure if spore have the "Boost" it a smooothie healthy drink stall. If they have it get "Jainee's Favourite"
*MY FAVOURITEE* or "Mango tea Martar"
* CONNIE' S FAVOURITE* i think thats how you spell it.
Miss HIM truck loads. :(
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