Monday, March 31, 2008 '

Hmm

Nothing much today.. woke up and chatted with hafiz straightaway... wee~ then slack until 2 plus then go and study for abit only! very dissapointed! i cant get the function thingy right in math! i am sooo died! Got a feeling that i am gonna fail my math! mean $70 will be gone, its a deal between me and my second sister. hahhahahaha. to motivates me to study very hard but sadly its not working..
I think its winter already but it caant be cause its only going to APRIL which mean it should be AUTUMN?! since autumn is soooo cold will winter be colder and SNOW?! wee i hope it snowed it happens once in brisbane before! i am wearing winter clothes now at home already.. :s it's nice~ i love winter! :D
i was pushing the bin out just now and i like to stare at the sky if there are lots of stars if not i wont bother and just now the sky were full of stars stare at it for 10 mins and saw 2 shooting stars, it feels like youre floating if you really concentrate and put your mind into it~ i just feel like grabbing them but i knw thats not gonna happen! Shanie you should stop dreaming and get real and do some REVISION! And came back into the house feel much more warmer but still cold. Dad came home soon and play with the baby for awhile. AND hafiz was being sucha a sweeetie today, later when he reads it he's gonna talk about it, start doing his "thang"!
About sch, i signed up to go to the University to check out the Architexture thing on Tuesday but the problem is i have to get to sch by 8 which means i have to wake up early and i have to wear home clothes, Decent clothes! i have no idea what i am gonna wear.. headache! and not sure if i wanna go to sch tomorow and ask Jason to teach me math, well he's really good but sometimes i just don't get it cause its in chinese and my chinese is super duper ultra LOUSY! i am gonna marathorn tonight to buck up my math and home encomic, coffeeee here i come! By the way, hafiz don't worry too much, youre first in my heart! i don't want you to be mad at me! aAt least we shared something that they don't get t share with me! SMILE ok! Hope you get well soon :) saya sayang awak byk!

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Saturday, March 29, 2008 '

Pheww

So tired today.. and its only half the day gone. woke up at around 9 ish went out at 10.50..

it was a cold morning i was thinking of wearing a shorts and a jacket with my black tee inside, then i look into the mirror i find it weird cause i was wearing a black short so i changed it and wore my jacket and short. then i forgot to take my black tee. remember i only wearing my jacket nothing underneath it. then when i reached my working place, went to changed and realise that i didnt bring my BLACK TEE! walao then i have to work wearing my puma jacket. and its WHITE ok! serve serve serve, everything went well until when the stupid fork drop and before it hit the ground it hit my JACKET~! AHHH~! then got a ugly stain there! :( Then kim my boss told me that tomoro is the last day Brat is working here.. kinda sad cause we alway disturb each other and he's fun to be with, cool guy. Kim send me home. and yea...

At around 6 ish.. went up to Mount Cootha and see this earth thingy, like ppls will switched off their electricity at 8pm for 1 hr. Winnie and her friend drop us there and went to find for a parking lot then they didnt came back for 2 1/2 hrs! and we were FREEZING! i wore a white jacket for winter one and a FBT short! my leg was soooooo cold and connie have to wrap the baby up so she is nice and warm and connie didnt have a jumper or anything to keep her warm.. what a good mother! we were really cut at her, we tried calling umpteen times to her phone but she didnt pick up. Obviously she didnt have her phone by her side! Seriously what's the point of having a phone when you dont use it?! JESUS.. talking about phone.. lead me to hafiz.. it gives me a feeling that whenever i ask him if i can call him to have a chat he didnt reply me answer well sometimes he did.. i knw his phone need a new card in it, and he have to borrow his parents phone if i wanna call him.. its just that we haven talk on the phone for ages! and i really miss it. :(
and yea back to my sister, and when she call us back she said she went home to get her phone and to call my eldest sister.. so we went into the shop there to get HOT CHOCO! YUMMMY! connnie bought it BUT we have to wait for half an hour for it! we were thinking since we already waited for winnie for 2 1/2 hrs at the bus stop out in the cold what is half an hour in a warm place?! and took some photos we update tomoro.. and yea headed back home once we got our hot choco! yum yum.. and my leg hurts :( And i didnt went to my friend's bday party. cant be bother cause there's no bus there or back i wont wanna waste my money taking the cab home its sooo euffing expensive to catch a cab home in aust! Woosh~

Ok bye i gonna watch tv.. Jurrasic Park here i come.. Weee~~

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Friday, March 28, 2008 '

No one see it.

Last night was euffingg bored la.. watched "Gameplan" and "Train of the Dead". I am kinda really pissed off at myself cause i knw exams are coming and i cant concentrate, whenever i pick up the book 5 mins later i close it.. :s and i can only study at sch cause if i don't knw anything i can ask the teacher straightaway or the prick sitting beside me.. Sometimes ask my second sister she teach me like never teach me like that cause her answers are wrong and infact i got the answers right. i don't knw how she got Bs for her math last time.. Maybe she learned it in spore during Sec 3 then when we came over here, they teach that same chapters again.. And here are the pictures of giselle in the clothes that my sister bought and the tiara i got her:

Today

Walao i just realise when you do something GOOD no ones see it or know it, BUT when you do something WRONG.. they just ROARRR at you! like just now, i washed my plate and connie said" after washing it place the rice cooker into the other sin." i washed my plate then i CLEARED the bin but when i come back i was gonna put the rice cooker into the other sin. and she just said" I ask you to put into that sin right! you just cant be bother to listen what i said." CB.. i was gonna do that after i cleared the bin ma.. not like she gonna use the sin and wash her plates! then i cleared the bin that one she cannot see uh! SEE you do something good no ones see it and when you didnt do the right thing they just .... forget it la..

And just now i took a sip out of my dad's drink, well connie bought it and she heard me "slurp" then she yelled "stop drinking dad's drink can!" PLEASE LA.. just 1 sip will have any different plus it still left more then half cup! then she went to the kitchen open the fridge and check and said "Daddy got drink so much already meh?" WALAO for fucksake la ONE SIP ONLY WILL MAKE A BIG DIFFERENT MEH! then i said" ONE SIP ONLY LA!" then " Yesterday leh never drink meh." Waa HOT UH! i said " Never la!".. Sickening one leh! She's heating the curry she forgotten about it and when she smell the burned curry smells she said" OH shit the curry." then not doing anything about it.. then say "Shanie go and turn the fire off.." she's not even breastfeeding the baby and she want me to do it.. a very shit morning to start with..

Anyway, Alicia is coming over at 5.30 to babysit my niece from 6pm - 9 pm while we all go out for dinner, Seafood buffet at Morton Bay~ YEAY.. i guess the only thing that makes me happpy now is to look forward for tonight.. update later to tell you what i ate! BWHAHAHHA =.=

UPDATE TIME!

hmmm.. the buffet was alright.. not the best the variety of food are very limited! And the place is not at Morton Bay it was at Mercure Hotel, would love to stay there for a night.. how good is it to babysit, alicia earn $50 for like 4 hrs and $20 extra for dinner.. so shiok right?! yeh sister's bf send her home. gosh the way to her hse is like soo WOOOW~~ confusing! so many left and right turns after we drops her off at her house it our turn to figure out how to get back on the main road! hahahhaha we kinda lost our way.. then when we reached the main road we realise that the exit that we just exit is soooo far from where we entered..hahahah well at least we found our way out.. went to BP.. i told him i wanted soothing sweet with honey for sore throat.. he came back with 4 bars of it with 2 differents brand.. i was uh? i say 1 not 4.. he said he didnt knw which one i wanted..LOLS!! then he taught me how to control the panel of the manual car.. so fun can! he was driving then i put my hand on the control thing and he put his hand on mine felt weird but who cares! then i was changing it and see the different... fun sia! well theres no cars on the road so its ok for me to do that.. my mine is soo blank.. dont knw hafiz will online anot.. talk with penguin told him that i am addicted to this drug called "Taufiqil hafiz". really miss him suddenly and hes not online.. dunno if he will be online tonight.... :( and i am bored.. everyone went to bed already.. dad just reached hm. haix.. i need someone to tutor me for math! i cant get a C ! i wil feel really super ultra stupid and have to do Math A! then if i do Math A i have to get an A for it, which i think i can cause its so easy apparenlty..

I love you and miss you. And you knw who you are and i love you too appley so dun be jealous..hahahahhahah!

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Thursday, March 27, 2008 '

Finally

26 March 2008

ahhh~ *as in a relaxing tone*
Reached school at morning which is 10.40, spares for the first 2 periods can't be bother to go to Home Ecnomic. Went to Art block staightaway after signing in at the office. Supisingly to see so many ppls were there to rush their work. I got my canvas and everything out on the table waited for Mr Quaid attention and all he said to me was " Shanie where did you get the leaves from?" i was shocked when he asked me that, thought i was gonna be in trouble cos you cant tell if hes gonna yell at you or not.. well i said " outside my hse?" he said" get more of those and paste it on the other canvas so it seems like they are connected together and youre DONE!" woohoo~~ all the morning tea, lunch , spares and easter holis, finally i am done with it. It feels gooood. :D

During graphic i was rushing my desktop thingy and jess and i were talking about how cool if theres a ear piece that is bluetooth to your ipod or mp3. well i saw it on the Definitely, Maybe movie that the male actor have the earpiece and there werent any wire need to be plug into your mp3. I want one of those, and jess said ipod is inventing a earpiece that is something like the bluetooth one, if you blink twice it pause the song and wink once with your right eye it change the song or wink left to change back to the previous song. and close both eyes for 3 secs to off it. how weird is that, but cool in a way. But the problem is i cant wink!so no use of having the wink wink earpiece. hahahahah..

And larrissa is a chick that used to be in my sch but she left, apparently everyone hates her so she just had move down to her dad which is at the coast. Anyway jess said that last year during christmas holis there was a news about a father who killed her daughter after raping her and the father happens to be larrissa's dad and her younger sister. How sick it that?! father who rapes their own daughter! walao IF my future husband raped my daughter i swear i will cut his dick off man! eeyyyerrrr!

Reached home and no one was home.. so went upstair changed into my shirt and shorts then clear my bowl from my room and i was sooo retarded when walking down the stair for some reason i was so uncoordinated then my left leg trip over my right leg and i jump down the stair, walao so close to dropping the bowl and you knw if you jump down froma distand height your foot will hurts right, mine was OWWWW~ hahahaha. then dad came home chatted for awhile and went to my room.. boring night and time pasesss sooooo slow late night!
then chatted with hafiz, didnt talk much kinda dissapointed. I didnt wan him to do anything when i told him i was having weird feeling and that we werent talking much.. i just want him to say "ily" when i say that, well i didnt tell him that or what i wan him to do and he just said he wanna go off to bed. And when he went offline it makes me feel like i am pressuring him mayb i did but i dun think i did, and it makes me feel guilty and why alway guys make you feel guilty and like its your fault?! and i told him about "Vous êtes celui que j'adore." it means "your the only one i adore." but he didnt bother to go and look for it, theres a translator in http://www.dictionary.com/ .. well then i said nvm. forget it. BUT when we say that we actually want you to go and do it it just that we didnt wanan say it straight.. well thats my point of view..

27 March 2008

Block exam starts today, well i have to go to sch today but i didnt well its not that important today so i didnt, everyone went out in the morning, sister went to the mum and baby program today, and she bought baby clothes last night just for the mum and baby program thing cos they have a photoshoot today. And last night she bought the clothes for baby and she didnt check the price or the brand and when she paid for it, te dress was $60 plus and the shirt was $30 plus and the brand is GUESS! she said its very pretty but she didnt realise its Guess. cos of pretty la so expensive if not pretty can smack er already la! the outfit is pink and the shoes are pink and i got the baby a tiara and its well sliver with pink butterfly. so prettyy and cutee can!
I realise something today whenever i have spares on the first 2 periods or dun hav to go to sch, someone will accidentally wake me up one leh and it not like 10 plus it 8 plus! not that i mind its just that i need my beauty sleep la.. not much for today cos its only afternoon now.. update more later.. anyway its a long post.

well here are some photos of Giselle, tortured by her MUM & ME :D :

*not forcing the baby to take pic at all :*